Fresh Try...Fate...!!

Trying again... will that be successful..?? really never know...is their time for this new tack? or is it gonna result in same? never know..

the other question ..Is this correct..? decision once made, now a change just because cannot handle the emotional baggage of it.. just think, what would have undergone with the other for same reason..? mere thought gives shudders.. what a fool to realize such late..

then, there is realisation atleast... next.. should it be communicated? or just go ahead and bear the pain of it.. this pain is the punishment for the deeds done... though the scars are gone.. beneath remain the feel of it..

so late it has dawned the effects.. shouldn't have done this.. but..(this but is nasty thing..!!) was there a option... yes there was.. a painful one... painful in entirety.. painful for everyone... so painful that better the pain was limited to few selected...

Again..was that correct.? being so analytical and arriving at conclusion.. did it really work... it has brought back to same situation.. and analyzing again.. will the conclusion will be same..? to choose between pain for EVERYONE or pain for selected few..?

further, should this be communicated or should the facade remain..? communication will lead to more for those selected few but (again "but"..!!$&#$) non-communication will have more pain for only one... 

then let that one perish.. let that pain whine in solitude... let he pay for his deeds... so be it..

 

Inevitable..!!

Wan't this inevitable.? It always was.. it was matter of time.. waiting endlessly was not possible. That too when there is complete uncertainty.. where one does not know the reason for this uncertainty..

Any flow of salt water is not gonna help.. no matter what is thought about.. what matters is action.. as there was no action, this was bound to happen.. one cannot lament over it..

though one thing is certain.. this was not desired by either.. still happened.. what a fate.. it was just because of ones stubbornness..

Adamant that the result otherwise would not be comfortable to anybody.. obstinate to not mull over the options to make good the side effects..

Alas, what are these thoughts now worth...!!

It was inevitable...