Love

Its the craziest thing one can ever find.. need to ask is it "thing" or its just a feeling...

yeah, its a feeling though not "just" a feeling.. its a feeling. sublime feeling.. elevating you to realm of bliss.. you do not need any other emotion to experience it.. it is composed of all feelings.. you are happy and sad at the same time, you happily cry.. you worry about being carefree.. you fly grounded.. you are pleasantly angry about things.. you are seriously sarcastic, feel bounded by condescending views about things.. are sure of your volatile musings...

you are elevated in the realm of bliss.. you do not want to understand the revelations felt by you... you anticipate uncertainty..

Its not "thing" its a feeling.. and not "just" a feeling..

you see...watch..stare...observe.. and then consume it make other completely aware of it bathing in the feeling of that smooth touch of emotions flowing from one's eyes making way into your heart holding, composing, enclosing you ..

how can one say no to such emotion? to such a warm heartfeel..

No it Just can't be... though SO IT BEGINS....!!!!

Beautiful...!!!!

ahhhhh... what an impression of the first pic... wouldn't have imagined the response generated.. so many xpressions.. wow!! awesome. that is called winning hearts with grinning warts..

An artistic impression of the beauty such that beholder has not other option but to admire it.. and the world says.. "beauty lies in the beholder.." and what if beholder is bewitched.. just can't remove eyes from the awe-inspiring portrait, which it isn't.. what happens when life is more perfect than a portrait...?

...get many admirers..anyways when the admirers were not there...? always present. always trying....

haah!!! anyways.. life is too simple to be understood... lets complicate it and did it... (unfortunately... don't know)..

Presence

How come the presence(or rather absence) of one becomes so important...? and that dawns only later...
yearn.. keep yearning.. may be that is what it is supposed to be.. or may be not.. then who is to decide that? Cross the line n lose everything.. be cautious of the boundaries n keep yearning...

the feeling started with... "so it begins" and now the question is "How did it come to this? "

It cannot be this? so what is it? lets wait and watch..

and yes.. keep yearning... though wouldn't want the yearning to continue.. let it go.. control is not possible.. but if control is not possible, why the pretense of that? Pretense juxtaposed control gives crazy creeps...

keep smiling.. smiling is nice so is smile.. n so is YOU.....

Beautiful

Can craziness be beautiful?.. yeah.. It can be.. I have seen... someone is so careful about its own presence.. never thought of being present (online ofcourse!!) and then with a bang.. your presence is recognized be everybody.. WOW!! is what you get ....

Now Howzzat!!! its called being crazy.... to be present online just to make sure that someone recognizes you or has the opportunity to wow!! you....

Now thats being really Crazy!!

Inherent craziness

Everybody has a inherent craziness...

This craziness makes everybody think that they are not crazy.. the confidence of not being crazy is equivalent risk of actually being crazy....

Crazy Times and People

Times are crazy!!! People are crazy!!!

How time is crazy?? As people are crazy… so the time in which they dwell also becomes crazy!!!

Memories-cont..

What the hell!!!

you say yes then say no.. and then feel guilty about it?

or you say no then say yes and then repent it!!??

which is better? none.. you know what is better? better is to take a decision and stick to it, no matter what happens...

easy, isn't it? for saying yes.. true.. but what when it comes to implement it? no you cannot adhere to it.

Be it office, home, your dreamworld, its same everywhere. people say, say and say. nobody does it.

those who do, we do not find those in our everyday routine. they are far beyond our reach and we are in awe about those people. that is because they do as they dream, they do as they decide, they stick to what they decide and they are forward looking and not repenting in nature..

We crib, repent, cry, sob, complain but not do anything about it.

Memories

Why is that one starts thinking,it is always with a question? some questions are really difficult to answer. if you say yes, he know its consequences and would like to avoid it (after all you can't think of only ownself) and if you say no, you know, you are betraying yourself.

difficult choice rather. ..

Illogical Thinking....

Why is it that a person starts thinking illogically, when something does not happen as per their expectation, perception, planning, liking.. in short asserting their thinking..

who has said that everything has to happen as per their expectations only.. there will always be moments, when everything will be against your will and be the most brutal ever..

Do not react, just wait till the moment to pass and its gone forever...

somebody has aptly said, do not react, respond.. that you can do if you give some time rather allowing your reflexes to react..

Stupidity starts where logic ends... failure starts when illogic follows stupidity..

Illogic is allowed, stupidity is allowed both together are dangerous..

decision is yours..

Science Fiction or Crazy Ideas

The other day while reading book by China Meville, "The city and the city", (so called science fiction) he has this idea that there exists two cities Bezel and Ul Quoma in the same physical visceral but in different dimensions..... (ahhhrrgghh!!!!!) surprisingly this book also has got some award for such crazy idea.

Wait.. more comes, when it discusses about a third city that exists between these two called "orciny" and also controls these two cities... (ahhhrghhhh.... I will pull my hair out now).

They call this as science fiction, it seems that imagination of some crazy person and nothing else..

where the hell do they get these ideas? do get mad and write these or get so mad imagining these things and write.

none of these i suppose.. science fiction was one written by Frank herbert called "Dune" though the craziness reached its peak in the later book sequels. But then who is to blame for crazy ideas!!???

WE !!!! is not then who!!??? it is absolutely we. If it is not we then there is no one else or is there some one else? the truth is out there.. if truth is out there, then what is within us....

GOD... that means GOD is not truth or is it the other way round, "Truth is not GOD" does not mean NOT god or No god...

ohhhhh I am confusing myself again.. enough of this craziness now.. Goodbye.

Crazy world out there

Who would think world is sane? look at how dictators hold on to their fragile regimes, when it is quite clear that they will be toppled?

why do countries like US be hypocrites, trying to promote democracy and capitalism to its core while continuing their support to regimes like in libya and in gulf countries?